If it was a mistake, it was a beautiful one.: July 2006

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We think about it,
sing about it,
dream about it,
and lose sleep worrying about it.
When we don't have it,
we search for it;
when we discover it,
we don't know what to do without it,
when we have it,
we fear losing it.
It's a constant source of pleasure and pain
but we can't predict from one minute to the next,
which could be today.

PROFILE

Name: Ting
Age: 21
D.O.B: 5th August

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July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
May 2009

.FRIENDS

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Helena
Lao Meow
Jielin
Qiaolin
A.B.B.

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Monday, July 31, 2006

Ouchs.. y is it so painful..

Wat's wrong with my heart?

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Burdens are halfed when shared..

really?

Saturday, July 29, 2006

Deliverance is fun.. :)

I have revelation~:

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Im so down right shallow

Friday, July 28, 2006

I wanna SCREAM my Lungs OUT!~~

*SCREAM!!!*

AHhHhHHHHHHH~~~

*Shriek!!!!!!!!*

I feel like the next Da Chang Jin wanna be

" Whether to live a comfortable life or not is not up to us, I wish to live a comfortable and happy life but life seems to be as difficult and tough as ever..*sulk*"

Da Chang Jin, Korea

Thursday, July 27, 2006

Hi to all..

*waves anticipatingly*

Wat a day.. or rather

Wat a life~

I have been rotting for like the past 3days

well, partly bcos I have fallen pretty sick

hais.. Im getting old..

Man! CAnt believe Im reaching 20 soon..

I havent earn my 1st million dollars yet!

I havent had a successful career.

Im not yet the next bill gates

and I havent have a dozen kids!

pause

slience

alright.. maybe the a dozen kids comes in abit too early..

the point is Im getting old~~ n I havent accomplish much!

sad

n not to forget..

my birthday is on 5 August!( pls note it down)

get the hint? :D

hmm.. actually Im not too excited bot it.. in fact, I have nv been really excited about celebrating my birthday..

the gifts did spice up a little

but other than tt..

Duh

Im a sadist yar?

muHHAHahahahaA

k.. not tt im a sadist..

but im those pple who.. u noe..

if u wan, u make it big, have a big celebration!

make it like a new year event and make sure everyone celebrates with u!

if not, must well dun celebrate..

well.. since i dun have such money n time to do so..

I rather not to celebrate..

u noe wat i mean?

if want to do, mux do until 'shui shui'

Joga Bonito

hmm.. but one celebration tt really touch me was last yr, done by my classmates..

I was so soO shock.

I mean real SHOCK.

I didnt expect them to be so soo nice( not tt they r not)

like every single one(except for one tiny fellow) all came n sing birthday song to me.

I wasnt touch by the gift, not even by the cake( btw, thkx tiffy for it).

Its their presence.

I mean, they r not so close to me.. some we even hardly tok..

but they rmb me.

People, sometimes its not the even gift

its about the act

the fact tt u r concern.

Im toking to somebody now..

I rather hear a sincere Hi from u,

then to see ur 30paragraph of long essay( maybe a novel?) lying at my door with your crocodile tears.

get it?

look ard me, I realise a lot of pple dun have pple skills.

hey, Im NOT toking about skills of being fake, being a hypocrite.

pple skills= being sincere to others, while being loving and understanding, yet u will not compromise ur integrity with pple.

I think Evelyn is the one person I have met so far who has the best pple skill

man.. she is the most loving n faithful person I have ever met..

n right now, I have some choices to make.

I cant choose a circumstance, but I can choose how to react

Yet, how do i make a choice that will mInimize hurt?

I noe I cant be selfish but I still have the right to have self-love yar?

I got to think for myself too..

this is life

I lack wisdom

Lord pls drop some from heaven

To Emily: Thkx for ur abnormal affection.. hope tt u still can hold urself in a piece.

Declaration: Hey, Im pretty straight, pls do not be affected by Emily's comments. Do call the hotline at the bottom of screen, Im still available.

For more information, please call 9956284

Emily shall entertain all ur quries.

MuahahaHA!!

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

To viewer's discretion

Jus tok to an idiot.. some pple really dunno how to put themselves in others' shoes..

I mean, im not speaking up for myself, Im jus speaking up for the unfortunates.

Yes, they may not be doing the right or acceptable stuff.. but do YOu have the freaking right to condemn or generalise things? You dun even have the right to mouth evil against them k.. although i dont agree with their actions too.. but they do have their reasons yar?

come on, pple have parents too k.. like u dun have?

wise up k..

pluck out the wooden plank in ur eyes b4 u pluck out other's saw dust.

if ur father give u two tight slap, do u go ard cursing n swearing all other fathers and claimed tt they had slapped u? duh..

unless u have like.. 8 freaking fathers who do tt to u.. well.. maybe I would accept ur lame loser excuse (for the sake of sympathy). Watever is it..

SHUT UP n BACK OFF

Im speaking up for those who cant speak for themselves.

If u r reading this,

GREAT.

I seriously cant torlerate stupid comments from dummies like u..

esp its fr YOU.

come on, grow up. ur not jus like any morons picked up from the bin(maybe u r)

anyway, jus cant believe u acted this way

if u want to act stupid, go else where old boy

but not infront of me..

i dun entertain fat dough.

Now u noe how mean i can get. Rather, I am real mean to ugly beef.

yes.. oonly for beef like you.

for ur information, its the 1st time in a long longg loonggg time, that i have to be so vividly crude toking to somebody.. so you better be honoured tt i wasted my time to blog this for YOUR sake.

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other viewers, please be assured that Im not toking about you. The whoever who read this will know who he is. I can only conclude that he is redarted if he doesnt. Btw, Im a very nice person 99% of the time. :) You wont mind giving me space to throw temper at morons yar?

Monday, July 24, 2006

Would you like to be the best of the worst

the worst of the best?

Wat's ur choice old duke?

Sunday, July 23, 2006

*.: Blink Blink :.*

Somebirdie killth me! grrr... argggg~~~~ mualalalalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....... ahhhhhhahhaaaa aAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! God sAVES MY SOUL~!!!!!!!!!! *Scream* *Shrieks* ahhhhhhhh.... mummy......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *cough* muAAA~~~ *vomit some blood* Argh.... orh...... duh.. RRRoooaAAAARRRRRR~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

end of manifestation.

tt is jus to show u a glimpse of headache IM having now.. hais.. IM having pain everywhere. tell me this is not retribution of me eating too much satayfish n other hotties.. anyway, IM having sorethroat, bad flu and cough( my phlegm is green, for a moment, i tot IM from mars).. and IM having sores all over in my mouth n under my tongue! not forgetting to mention my neckache, backache, big toes-aches, eyes-aches.. what other aches have i not mentioned??!!
o, n heartache.

*suffocating in the hands of plagues*

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

hmm.. gg tw tml.. suppose to be very excited.. but im not. in fact im not excited at all.. dunno why. maybe too many things are bothering me? tt i can leave in peace n enjoy the trip? i dunno. i jus wish tt everything will somehow be in place when im back.

so many decisions to make, so many things to do, so many challenges.. so many so many..
sometimes i wish life could be simplier but its almost an impossible prayer.
im not saying you n i cant be having a simple motive or reason to live for. yes, i do have a simple motive in life. yet rmb friends, this world is not simple. not at all.. some frens u have r not really frens. some enemies u tot they are are not really enemies either.
hey, this is e beauty of life, u cant be always right or wrong. life itself is an art. it is an art itself to live. dun u agree wif me? to live is to learn an art, an art of balancing: when to eat, when to slp, when is luff, when to cry, how much time shld i spend on this? how much money shld i spend on tt?
got wat i mean?
it is a difficult art to master. 1stly, it is bcos many do not see it in the light of this( that life is an art of balance. n sometimes, interestingly, in order to understd how to balance, you need to understd how n why others are not balancing in one way or the other. tt's y i always seeks to understd every individual ard me. i swear i always ask myself: why is this person doing things this way? how did he get it right? how did she make tt mess?
btw, have u ever come to realise tt art n science r closely related? there's e art of sciences and there's the science of arts.
a world of ironies

Monday, July 10, 2006

Alrites.. i shifted. this is my new blog..

but didnt noe how to delete the old one.. how dumb.. lol

btw, I didnt really like this blog template.. (well, its still consoling tt at least they've got my fav. color, orange),

so anybody, if u have nice template do show me alrite?

thk u in advance :)

I am learning to be thankful in all e adversity