If it was a mistake, it was a beautiful one.: November 2006
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
「 dancing away Wednesday, November 22, 2006 」


o my goodness.. i biting my nails so much that my nail polish is disappearing fast!! grr.. frustrated with myself.. how to kick away such bad habits? tsk tsk..
and grr.. i havent start revising my work at all :(
yating, pllleeaasee buck up. u can do it!! yea~ shake away ur lazy bones man~!
food for thought: The most important thing in communication is to hear what isn't being said.
-Peter Drucker-
There's a difference between listening passively and listening aggressively. To listen with your heart, your listening has to be active
-Captain Michael Abrashoff-
Genuine concern for others is a lifestyle more than a technique.
-Les Parrott-
The best way to persuade is with your ears
-not sure, should be J.C.Maxwell-
well.. i love such quotes.. they just makes me think and I always tries to act on them.. well, its good and bad.. good that there are such stuffs that give people wisdom in life. the sad part is, not many people know how to apply them.. seriously, I've met so many wonderful people who know all these stuff already.. but.. sadly, they still dont know how communication works. o well, i cant expect everybody to think the same as me yar?



Monday, November 20, 2006
「 dancing away Monday, November 20, 2006 」


this is living hell!
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I want to move out.
I wan to move out!!!!!! arghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!
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o, it's a pretty good week though.
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I'm inspired by yet another statement: Your potential is a gift from God and how you use this potential is your gift to God.
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Do onto others what they cant do for themselves.
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Always give others the benefit of doubt.
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the bigger your dream, the greater your doubts
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heros are often born out of adversity
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cool huh?
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o.. make me a heroine in all these. give me a bigger heart too.


Sunday, November 12, 2006
「 dancing away Sunday, November 12, 2006 」


no encouragement is worse than discouragement.
hate isnt the opposite of love, it's indifference.
indifference is the worst tragedy of any relationship.
in case u havent realise, ur soul needs to breathe too, and the oxygen for ur soul is affirmation and encouragement.
when u dont encourage, u sinned, because u're actually robbing somebody off his or her courage.
the greater sin is not what you have done wrong, but what you have chose to not have done.
nobody really cares how much you know until they know how much you care.
'memories that last are often the ones that were initiated' -J.C.Maxwell.
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these are just random inspiration notes that are just running through my mind now



reflect on who you were yesterday
Be proud of who you are today
Anticipate in who you will be tomorrow
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every great relationship will never have a happy ending..
because
they have no ending
they last forever


Friday, November 10, 2006
「 dancing away Friday, November 10, 2006 」


*roar* aiyo.. michelle.. y u tag me.. :(
i think im destine to play old maid all by myself (hmm, maybe not, abby and meow may join me..lol) the rest of my life.. haha.
well.. the 8 criterias for the perfect guy are:
1) very very understanding, sensitive, compassionate, responsible and accountable, a true gentleman
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2) very very wise (wiser than me of cos) and quick thinker
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3) artistic, creative and imaginative, must be able to play at least one type of musical instrument, best if he's a good singer too
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4)wild, bold, courageous and daring in every decent sense (must dare to wear pink and flamboyent clothing, venture into things average people wont dare to, must not be scare of insects and animals!)
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5)sharp looking (well.. dont have to be u know, super handsome. its the charisma and confidence) and reasonably fit(at least have some shape la)
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6)persevering, encouraging and expressive, in other words, makes me feel appreciated and willing to be vulnerable to me.
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7)humorous yet romantic
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8)love God whole heartedly and love me fervently
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see what i mean.. hard to find yar? lol
well.. u know, definitely im not looking for a perfect person.. i mean, i wont want somebody who dont need me yar? in a simple sentence, its just someone who know how to please me.. which means this person must be full of faith. without faith, u cant please me.. haha

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well, now im suppose to tag four other person.. who should i tag? hmm... abby, i dont want to know, as always, ambigious affairs.. helena and jielin's taken.. k, tag meow, i want to see how impossible is urs:D
hmm.. and also Brendan, rouxin and miko ba..
no pressure yar.. dont have to do it if u dont want to.. just wanna know u better :)


Sunday, November 05, 2006
「 dancing away Sunday, November 05, 2006 」


woaaa hooo......
I feel goooddd~ da da da da da dada
I feel so good now~da da da dada~~
yea..
a few updates.
yer, have been tooo lazy to even blog for the last few days.
when swimming on friday, non stop 20laps in about an hour, really proud of myself..lol
but my freestyle really cant make it, collaspe in less than 2laps.. muz work on it.
i love to swimming cos when i swim, i can think more calmly and ideas will just flow.
like, i was thinking of how to and what to set up for business. and i was inspired to do a short film hopefully sometime soon. u know that day I happily go and bath after swimming. and God knows what wrong with me, I forgot to bring towel!!! and i didnt bring handphone so cant call for rescue.. hais.. can i just have a perfect day with nothing goes wrong for once :'( and so.. i waited for 15mins hoping that i'll be dry by then, which is to no avail. so, i just went home as a drench chicken, man.. really thank God xia, it's hougang swimming complex and not jurong(which i almost went that day). If not I really donno how to go home xia.
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yesterday, after chatting with u, i realise i was wrong. i mean, ur still trying but im the complacent one. im sorry that i judged this friendship earlier on. but i guess, u resurrected it yar. well, I still have some doubts but.. i did make effort to trust and make this friendship works yar ;)
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did something incredible today. i mean, it leave me in shock til now. my mouth is still left wide open..lol. somehow, i just know that things wont be the same. i mean, this will be a turning point. hopefully a good one :)
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and o, i learnt a new vocab from a friend today.
it was in the middle of a conversation online...:
me: sorry, what's hawt? a slang or something for hot?
amber: yea, but not exactly..lol
amber:hawt is like hotter than hot.
me:ooo.. cool. thanks :)
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for some unknown reasons, i have recieving a lot of compliments lately from different people, which sometimes make me feel really embarass.. but i wont deny that it feels good yar, i mean, thanks people, u help me to believe in myself even more now ;D
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o, i was browsing friendster yesterday. was some old friends accounts which brought back sad memories. and somehow , i decided to browse through my own testimonies (which i had never done so before, can u believe it?!). anyhow, i was so shock, sick rather by the testi. i mean, thanks, i do appreciate the testi my dear friends wrote for me.. but.. i realise the post are all so lesbian xia.. what wrong with u all la, send me something more decent lei.. im also very slow la.. y did i realise only now..lol.. and i realise another thing..... most of the testi claims that im a lame ass! mann... im so joker mei, how come i didnt realise :\ well.. nvm. o, and dunno who keeps promoting me.. xian xia. i finally understd why have i been recieving weird msges from people, thanks HUH..