If it was a mistake, it was a beautiful one.: January 2008
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
「 dancing away Tuesday, January 08, 2008 」


This is soooo bloody cool!!! I would say.. 92% accuracy (8% error for saying that I don't go for looks) . Kinda freak me out. You shld try this test man.



Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.



Here's the webby!

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx


Wednesday, January 02, 2008
「 dancing away Wednesday, January 02, 2008 」


It didn't turn out to be quite as happy it should be.. have this feeling that I lost it all.. I dunno.. this year feels like quite a different year.. it's harder to go through even for the very first day.. And well, strangely, at least to me, this year I didn't set any goals at all.. to be more accurate, i totally forgot about the need to do so. What am I thinking? I dun really understand or noe what i want right now.. so confuse. why is there a need for this struggle? why shld i even stay in this struggle for so long? i want to make things right. i just want to be a decently normal and happy person. not like happy happy but u noe, happy. Just happy.
I hate to feel so stuck. And i dun understand why am i so stuck in this mess, a frustrating vicious cycle. Not tt i didn't noe what causes it. not that i didn't know how to get out of it actually.. but.. do i really have to? is there no other way??
This is so difficult... getting unbearable. it's not that I didn't want to get over and done with.. but.. it's so hard to trust pple again after so many betrayals.
What's wrong with me??
We either change by a decision or by a crisis.. Am i just waiting for another crisis..?

I feel so foreign to myself.