If it was a mistake, it was a beautiful one.: bURp~

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We think about it,
sing about it,
dream about it,
and lose sleep worrying about it.
When we don't have it,
we search for it;
when we discover it,
we don't know what to do without it,
when we have it,
we fear losing it.
It's a constant source of pleasure and pain
but we can't predict from one minute to the next,
which could be today.

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Name: Ting
Age: 21
D.O.B: 5th August

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Friday, August 04, 2006

U noe something.. words do have power.. never undermine the power of words, I experienced it myself..

Sometime ago (in fact its some years back), there's this somebody who spoke a statement into my life.. jus ONE statement, and I swear it changed my life there forth.. it is the greatest and most victorious turning point of my life.. then sometime later, the same somebody said something to me again which is enough to make me make a slight turn in life. Those words crushed my spirit.

You mistaken me. And it hurts.

it really took me some effort to get back in shape, and its not easy.

but thank God. no matter how wrong the accusations are, how bad the trails are, they have an expiry date. the only little problem is that i dunno when's the expiry date.

so i'll jus wait. :)

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poor dad, its his birthday on the 2nd august, and nobody wished him happy birthday. and he wasnt the usual him. in the past, he will thick skinnedly claimed his birthday greetings from all of us. but not this yr. he quietly prepare dinner for all of us. i felt so guilty. i wanted to but didnt have the courage cos even my mum was indifference to the fact tt it was his birthday. to be frank, im angry wif all of them: my mum, sisters and me. its her husband's birthday. its their dad's birthday. and its my dad's birthday! wat's wrong wif everyone. i wont mind if its for my birthday, seriously. but i noe tt my dad was sad. actually wanted to bring him to Cartel for st. louis pork rib. i know he will like it. but i didnt noe he's cooking dinner!

sad.

im a bad daugther. :'(

well.. i did try to amend.. i went down to buy some roasted duck and pork meat, and some mini cornettos!(its on offer! buy1 for 1 :D). I hope tt he realises tt it was my awkard way of saying 'happy birthday'.

hmm.. i still regret tt i didnt do a proper celebration for him.

sorry dad.

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Im depress! Im still available.. still jobless i mean!

can some kind soul pls donate some money to me. Im desperate man!

hey, im really not as strong as wat u think of me.. im so weak! there r somethings that i dun seem to have a breakthru in, and i really think its a serious problem. i mean it this SERIOUS. it's paralysing many other areas of my life.. Lord, tell me wat to do.. i m dead helpless.. I need someone who noes wat to do.

my life is in a mess.. somebody clean it for me.

to mr pukka the naggy old man: hey, not tt i dun wan to run with u.. but i wanna run in the morning not in weird afternoons! n definitely not in werid forest with monkeys and unidentified men hiding dunno where, I dun wanna be the next victim tt appears on Straits Time! I wanna run at the mini comfortable rat race near my place :) if u dun mind den i wont mind running wif u.

but warning: do not nag at me when running! muahaha!

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its getting out of hands. how shld i break this news to u?