If it was a mistake, it was a beautiful one.

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We think about it,
sing about it,
dream about it,
and lose sleep worrying about it.
When we don't have it,
we search for it;
when we discover it,
we don't know what to do without it,
when we have it,
we fear losing it.
It's a constant source of pleasure and pain
but we can't predict from one minute to the next,
which could be today.

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Name: Ting
Age: 21
D.O.B: 5th August

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Thursday, August 10, 2006

wat am i doing here at 3am in the morning?

i dunno.. i only know tt i wanna vent my frustration at somebody. since i cant throw it at pple, this is only other alternative..

read a loser's blog. totally loser..

u r simply psychotic lump.. hey, u dun even noe u r sick! dead sick alright?!

well.. at least someone else's comment kinda make me feel better.. its not like, u noe, inspiring..

but its jus express all my felt.. yea.. as pple change, claiming more success, climb higher.. sometimes, dunno whether is a conscious decision or wat, they be less sensitive, less understanding.. in fact, indifference of the events gg on among the 'common' pple. wat's wrong wif u, sickening hypocrite. SICK. bl**dly SICK. they jus make me wonder am i on the right planet? can end times be ever 'later'.. y? jus bcos u r more 'abled' or.. more 'favoured'.. u have such bl**dy rights? I feel so sick even jus to sit beside u.. the world change, pple change, n u change. changed to be more gross than ever. stop acting like u noe it all.. yea, i changed too.. my opinion of u changed.. thks to u, the world seems to appear a little darker to me now. but thks God.. some believes tt i've been holding on to havent change. Im convicted to not be a jacka*s like u! thk God tt I can still see and RESPONSE to little things in life.. u disappoint me TOTALLY. TOTALLY. things will nv be the same again. trust me. n stop giving me stupid excuses. Im NOT blind. ya rite.. u're always have ur excuses for wat ur doing.. great. no worries. do watever u wan. dun ever need to explain anymore. u use the same excuse anyway. n did u realise tt they r picking this up from u? watever.. its none of my business.. ok.. i'll stop my ranting here.

well, coincidentally, i watched 'I am Sam' yesterday, which exactly portrays wat i feel of certain pple..some pple( U n I know of some) r like the idiotic blad headed lawyer who tries to know wat they think they know, not realising tt sometimes they can be much more retarded than pple like Sam. he know wat is love and he demonstrates it in his simple ways. he know wat to be a true fren. can u even understd wat's love? wat 's the true meaning of frens? I rather be retarded than be a bald headed j*****s lawyer.

i admit tt i dun really think i can be the best kinda of fren u can ever find. but im surely one who try my best and i mean it. the truth is, i havent found many who share the same definition of 'friendship' with me. hmm, for some, I tot u were. but u were never there for me. SHUT UP. dun explain. jus prove it to me.

hey, i swear i'll stop my ranting right at this moment. :D

anyway, i really wanna go fishing!!! i want to fish~~~

desperate for new challenges