If it was a mistake, it was a beautiful one.: blah blah blah~~

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We think about it,
sing about it,
dream about it,
and lose sleep worrying about it.
When we don't have it,
we search for it;
when we discover it,
we don't know what to do without it,
when we have it,
we fear losing it.
It's a constant source of pleasure and pain
but we can't predict from one minute to the next,
which could be today.

PROFILE

Name: Ting
Age: 21
D.O.B: 5th August

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Monday, September 11, 2006

phiew.. its a really llooonnnggg day for me today..

my day only ends at 10plus pm.

have been thinking bot a lot of things today.. as in, u noe, was 'enlighten'.

I have gain some wisdom thru somethings i saw today. It makes me wonder wat am i gg to do wif myself.. am i gg to remain stagnant?

no way.. hey, i hate boring purposeless life..

anyway, i was inspired n decided to make some changes..

o yar.. everything was well today other than the unpleasant experience on the MRT.

there's this psychotic fat guy who keep disturbing me. I tot dropping at cityhall will be save but.. (*@&$*$&#*&$)#(. ...

he followed me!! grrr..

and i was dumb enuff to choose a two seater corner seat!

hais..

n he squeezed in.

felt so miserable n stupid.

though i could ignore him by sleeping..

den he starts toking to me!!!

GREAT

of cos i ignored him.

but he starting eating my 'tofu'

was super pissed.

wanted to yell at him.. but jus learnt anger management today..

n i ( did truthfully) felt a bit sorry for him..

he looks very insecure n rejected..

so i jus pretend like nothing has happened(though it was so obvious tt even the guy sitting opp. keep staring)

O.. n i realise many guys in this country are really wimpy, they really dunno when to stand up for the occasion..

hey, cant u see i was bullied? n u only know how to watch show. ur so gay.

irritating.

another reason for me to kind of let it go is cos..

he is very big size.

n he dun look like he's mentally sound

i was so afraid of being beaten up by him if i confront him!

y is it tt such things keep happening to me nowadays?

disgusting animals.

to show tt im not bias, well, there are still some nice guys out there..

jus tt there's not many left.. i had gladly met some. but this population of men is decreasing steeply.

To Emily: hey gal, im fine.. i was jus grumbling.. n after which I'll forget bot it.. i didnt really mean everything i said(which is a bad habit tt im trying to change).. lol. im fine with meeting up then. u jus update me again, alright? :)

To wii wii: tsk.. i've forgotten tt u read my blog too.. shldnt have blog about tt.. esp when u r ard.. words will spread fast :\ muahah.. jk la. no la. its not someone u noe.. dun think i dunno who u r thinking of!! its not him. We were through so so long ago.. In fact, we didnt really started anything anyway. *pause* alright, we did, but it didnt really bother me k. anyhow, its not him. and.. yar.. i doubt u noe who is it.. cos im pretty sure nobody knows.. and i dun wanna tok bot it. jus know tt its not like wat u think.

p.s. dun discuss this with the old frens hor.. or i'll kill u and i emphasize again..

it's not like wat u think .

in fact, im waiting for some good news from u. need my help? I am always ever willing to ur match-maker =)