If it was a mistake, it was a beautiful one.: walk while u talk
Thursday, September 07, 2006
「 dancing away Thursday, September 07, 2006 」



well.. Pastor spoke the right word at the right time at the right place. but where's the right pple? sorry tt i sounds so skeptical.. but seriously.. where r u? pastor's right, i've made too many inner vows when i was a child tt i have forgotten.. no wonder i felt stuck in some areas.. but really.. i did try. and i tried real hard. i mean it. but it seems that nobody cares if i tried, they only care when i dun. interesting yar? some will only tell me, dun look at ur problem, look up to God. i totally agree with tt. but.. i dun need the talk. i already knew tt. show me the walk. im also a human alright? im not perfect.. in fact, i more imperfect than anyone would have thought. believe for me that. im really not tt strong. the truth is.. i feel really helpless in making some choices.. i need a lot of courage. i need faith. i need a breakthrough. n God, i need You. make me or break me. God, send pple who will help, send not the air talkers, not the thorns to my flesh. and LORD, tell me wat to do about this? its really getting out of hands.