If it was a mistake, it was a beautiful one.

We think about it,
sing about it,
dream about it,
and lose sleep worrying about it.
When we don't have it,
we search for it;
when we discover it,
we don't know what to do without it,
when we have it,
we fear losing it.
It's a constant source of pleasure and pain
but we can't predict from one minute to the next,
which could be today.

Name: Ting
Age: 21
D.O.B: 5th August

Thursday, October 12, 2006

watched World Trade Centre today

well, its not as drama as i thought it would be

i thought i will be seeing pple jumping off buildings and die tragically

it didnt happen that way.

a little disappointed.. lol

but nonetheless, it's a good movie worth watching.

really encouraged me quite abit

didnt feel too good earlier.

was a little frustrated with some stuff.

but the movie made me feel better:)

i think i have been wasting a lot of time lately huh..

i like it when he said: pain is ur friend, you feel pain because you are alive, embrace it.

and indeed, it is in adversity that we see the ugliness, the worse side of mankind.

yet, at the same time, there is the beautiful, the goodness of man that is released too, which we often forgot to mention.

think about it.. isnt it true?

in any crisis, it always reveals your true self.

your strength and weakness.

your fears and virtues.

your likes and your dislikes.

anyway, the movie is a long one.

o.. and my mum kept the soup for me(i think) though i already said Im not going home for dinner.

how thoughtful of her

sometimes i feel really bad that i didnt treat them like they ought to deserve

that like i didnt appreciate them

definitely they are imperfect parents

but they did give their best to me the way that they know how.

sorry that i havent been understanding sometimes.

that's why you got to handle life with care

what would you do if you were in the WTC?

the 1st thing i would do is to hug someone i guess

i want to protect that someone, at least when i hug the person(hopefully smaller size),

at least i can try to save someone with my body.

i could take up the injuries for the person.

even if i cant save the person,

at least he or she knows that i've tried

that there's someone who cared for his or her life.

I DONT wanna just die a silly way one day.

if i am going to die,

i am going to die for a good cost.

if i am going to live still the age of 90, i think i'll join the army or something like that .. lol

hey, dont tell me ur enemies wont freak out when they see a 90yrs old grandma on the team yar?

or maybe i'll go be a police? whatever.

anyhow, life is short. and fragile. it will be gone before u know it.

and you only live once

Lord, wat have i been doing? i dun wanna waste time anymore. no more. help me please Lord.