If it was a mistake, it was a beautiful one.

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We think about it,
sing about it,
dream about it,
and lose sleep worrying about it.
When we don't have it,
we search for it;
when we discover it,
we don't know what to do without it,
when we have it,
we fear losing it.
It's a constant source of pleasure and pain
but we can't predict from one minute to the next,
which could be today.

PROFILE

Name: Ting
Age: 21
D.O.B: 5th August

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Sunday, December 17, 2006

taken by Maven using k800i. it's michelle and me. 3.2mega pixel.. and he got the phone for only 198 bucks during starhub midnight sales!

hey! I finally know how to upload photos! yea~~
anyway, yea.. its tze xian and me.. stupid geraldine fly us kite. yea, he havent change much.. just that he's a bit flabbier now..haha.

some updates on some interesting events that happened lately..
finally went to make my IC.. sucks.. wasted 60bucks. but at least im able to change the photo of my IC. it was a crazy buzy day. afterwhich went to meet abby for the textbk. so sorry gal that i got to rush off like that. afterwhich rushed to job agency.. on my way there, a guy stops in front of me and said, "I have been waiting for you, why are u walking so slow.."
me: ????
guy: yea.. blah blah blah(couldnt quite hear wat he said bcos of his strong accent)
me: erm.. do I know u? have u mistaken me as somebody esle?
guy: nah.. no, U dont know me. and dont worry, I'm not doing any sales.. why? are u nervous bcos a stranger's talking to u?
me(thinking): are u retarded or something.. obviously u shocked me...
guy continues: well, Im from america( like I cant tell).. how are u? so.. where are u gg?....blah blah blah.. and it continues
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I have to admit I have a nasty thought.. I thought I could have 'make use' of him, I mean.. get him to give me a treat or something so that I could save my lunch money.. but nah.. I dont wanna put myself in any risk.. he's soo darn tall and big.. who knows what he's up to yar.. if anything happen, I'll have only got myself to blame..
so anyway, I just kind of brush him off by calling up a friend and kind of ignore him..
weird but interesting encounter.
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went out with Tze xian on Friday.. havent met him for sooo long.. watched 'after this our exile' Aaron Kok is a great actor.. really. but the story lines sucks. dont waste ur money to watch man.. thank God I dont have to pay for it. stupid him tried to challenged me with pool.. well.. of cos I won in the end. 3:2. but hey, u did improve a lot old boy.. :D
I must say he is pretty mature for a 19years old. could u believe it? on the same evening.. according to him, a girl kind of hinting to him by being VERY touchy.. haha! he showed me the photo, quite pretty but too bad he didnt like her.. Im quite surprise.. well, not really surprise, i did always think that he is quite different from typical stupid immature boys.
anyway.. this is wat he said: aiya.. she's quite childish.. I prefer mature gals.. anyway, i dont have feelings for her. I dont wanna waste time and money dating her only to know that things wont work out.. I dont wanna cheat her feelings.. but.. I also dunno how to reject her lei..
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I must say I pretty impress by him. I mean, he's quite a mummy's boy.. erm.. and a little naive.. but very very sensible. I like going out with him cos he's such a gentleman.. not like some guys.. u just wanna shun a thousand miles away from them..
wisdom doesnt come by age. wisdom happens by choice.
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Maven is really my pal man.. though he's quite mischevious and silly at times.. he never fails to get my request done everytime I needed his help.. kudos to u boy! Im just so grateful to have a friend like him.. dont see that he has that tough and cool look.. he's pretty soft on the inside and definitely a sincere person.. sometimes.. it is really not those 'great' or 'strong' pple u need.. see.. most pple will just see him as a 'nobody' chap.. but.. he's not. at least to me. he's my friend. and maven, u taught me a lot about being a friend. :)
a very 'on' friend.
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I hate hyprocites. I hate pple who pretends to be who they are not. they just wear me off. I hate it when pple do the wrong things at the wrong times. ask the wrong things on the wrong occassion. I hate pple who just act and do things that they are not. I mean.. they do things unbelievingly.. its so frustrating to look at such crap.. it definitely piss me off when pple talk and act like fools. get alive.. please.. GET ALIVE!!! I need a break from all nonsense. In case u havent realise.. Im actually a pretty serious person despite of all the stupid crappy lame jokes I make at times. I have my limits. dont try to push the boundary. and dont try to jump into things and judge when u dont know anything. and dont always throw rubbish at me. Im not a bin.
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here's something inspiring:
Victory is not just the ability to win,
Victory is the capacity to accept and endure failures,
That u are always ready to say,
Let's give it another shot.
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You can live without food for about a month or so,
without water for a week
and without air for eight minutes.
But...
You CANNOT live a single second without HOPE.
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P.S. Can somebody teach me how to upload and paste the photos at the positions I want? I dunno how to do that yet.. :(