If it was a mistake, it was a beautiful one.: October 2007

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We think about it,
sing about it,
dream about it,
and lose sleep worrying about it.
When we don't have it,
we search for it;
when we discover it,
we don't know what to do without it,
when we have it,
we fear losing it.
It's a constant source of pleasure and pain
but we can't predict from one minute to the next,
which could be today.

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Name: Ting
Age: 21
D.O.B: 5th August

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Friday, October 26, 2007

www.hsx.com this is a super cool virtual trading site. The technical terms used are real but you trade with Hollywood dollars! ha ha! I am having so much fun trading, do take a look. And if you decided that it's too fun that you sign up for an account too, don't forget to state that I introduced you there ;) (so that I can earn H$, haha).

Hmm.. feel like a loser today. Planned to view 7lectures and do some work today and in the end, I hogged my laptop and barely finish a lecture. :(
I didn't even touch my guitar today.. :((
And performances on Sunday. :'(((

BUT I'm happy that Friday is here already~ :)
And I'm gg CG :))
Cant wait to see them :)))
And Vinay says he's gg to gimme a book on stocks buying in Singapore :D
I'm so blessed!(After all the pain I go through to help him in his work..)
I'm a happy girl~ yeah! :oD

Thursday, October 25, 2007

Someone said that our weaknesses and vulnerabilities help us to relate to one another. I beg to defer. Sometimes, when we reveal our weaknesses, we see the unwanted expression from the hearing end.

The more they seems to 'know' about you, the more you realise they don't understand, the more their ugly hypocrisy surface, and the more annoyed you are with them. Ain't that true? I cant understand why some people likes to put up a 'holy' look all the time when most of the time their actions betray them. Sometimes the 'holiest' people are the devils from the pit of hell and the 'worldly' people are saints in disguise. Learn to discern. This is not a black and white world. There are grey areas.

My point is, not many people are genuinely concern with your failures and sorrows. Not many people are real in this world.

I rather be hated for who I am, than be loved for who I am not.

I'm poor at hiding my feelings, which can be both my strength and weakness. And I'm feeling trashy now. I cant relate with myself for my weaknesses. I more I realise my weaknesses, the more distant I feel I'm away from myself, the more i hate myself sometimes. Why cant I just overcome? I am so frustrated. Heal me or kill me Lord.

I need a new mind and a new heart.

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Quite happy today.. played guitar the whole morning.. skip lecture which I'm glad I did so.. got myself a 2008organizer! and it's gold in color! so happy. O, n i managed to watch 3online lectures in a day~ so proud of myself *self pat my shoulder*

And now the dawning reality......:
1) MGF assignment due on Mon, which I still have at least 6more lectures to catch up :(
2) MGG project due on Tue, which I haven't even type out all the interviews :'(
3) MGE HW due on Wed, which consist of 4chapters of work, and I have 3more lectures to go! :'((
4) I'm working through wed to Fri *bang head on the wall*

Alright, and now a pack of cheezel to cheer myself up :D

P.S. Lao meow, every time I go Vivo I dun see you in Candy Empire.. tsk tsk, muz be hanky panky-ing somewhere right?? :o muahah! BTW, do you know this gal by the name of Xiang Yun there?

Friday, October 19, 2007

It has been a long day. Boss want me to do PowerPoint presentation for her. Sad. She's always thought tt I'm a technology expert.. Just becos I'm better than her 'technically'. I guess she's the only one left on world to haven't realise that I'm a tech idiot.

Went out with cell for dinner. Had a great time n had a friend who joined us. He, that friend, thought that I'm a 'potato', that is, an ang mo wanna-be and a rich spoilt brat. Hmm.. is that a compliment or an insult? haha. Well, I wish I have that luxury to be one man.. Anyway, guys, I'M NOT. I'm proud to be Chinese and it just happen that I like English music more (I used to love Chinese songs but Chinese songs nowadays are soo trashy) and dislike broken English. Well, unfortunately, Im not rich too. But one day I will be. So better start boot licking me now. Hhaa!

o.. He said that I look like Jap too.. It's nothing fresh, many said so before. I think I hv an 'international' look, there r pple who thought I was from Taiwan, China, Korea and even Indonesia. The most far fetch so far is that someone actually thought that I look like a Thai.
*faint 2000times*

Thursday, October 18, 2007

some updates.. have been really bzbzbzbzbz BUSY lately.. so busy that sometimes I dun even noe what I'm even bz with.. haha.
Anyway, am teaching an A level student now. Very stress.

And.. recently I joined a band. There are 5pple including me and we're still looking for a female bassist. And I am, of cos, the guitarist, also the upcoming electric guitarist and singer. Currently we're playing oldies. Not exactly my type of music but nonetheless, it's totally enjoyable jamming with the pals. My skills' recovering at rocket speed! So is my passion for it. woohoo~ they can be really cranky at times but i totally love them, cos they are genuine pple. hard to find pple like tt nowadays.

And Ooo.... In case ur wondering wat's the name of our band, it's called Saving Grace, which however, has nothing to do with Christianity. I don't really like the name. Dont get me wrong. I really love God BUT I always hate to sound religious. I nv like pple to associate me with religion, really. I hate religious freak. Bad experience make me wonder sometimes if they are demons in disguise.

And yes, many changes lately, dunno where they will lead me but at least i know for now, it will be for the better. I kinda suspect something.. something is coming my way. I hope I'm right. Many things have changed. So have I.

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