If it was a mistake, it was a beautiful one.

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We think about it,
sing about it,
dream about it,
and lose sleep worrying about it.
When we don't have it,
we search for it;
when we discover it,
we don't know what to do without it,
when we have it,
we fear losing it.
It's a constant source of pleasure and pain
but we can't predict from one minute to the next,
which could be today.

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Name: Ting
Age: 21
D.O.B: 5th August

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Thursday, October 25, 2007

Someone said that our weaknesses and vulnerabilities help us to relate to one another. I beg to defer. Sometimes, when we reveal our weaknesses, we see the unwanted expression from the hearing end.

The more they seems to 'know' about you, the more you realise they don't understand, the more their ugly hypocrisy surface, and the more annoyed you are with them. Ain't that true? I cant understand why some people likes to put up a 'holy' look all the time when most of the time their actions betray them. Sometimes the 'holiest' people are the devils from the pit of hell and the 'worldly' people are saints in disguise. Learn to discern. This is not a black and white world. There are grey areas.

My point is, not many people are genuinely concern with your failures and sorrows. Not many people are real in this world.

I rather be hated for who I am, than be loved for who I am not.

I'm poor at hiding my feelings, which can be both my strength and weakness. And I'm feeling trashy now. I cant relate with myself for my weaknesses. I more I realise my weaknesses, the more distant I feel I'm away from myself, the more i hate myself sometimes. Why cant I just overcome? I am so frustrated. Heal me or kill me Lord.

I need a new mind and a new heart.