If it was a mistake, it was a beautiful one.: February 2008
Thursday, February 28, 2008
「 dancing away Thursday, February 28, 2008 」


It feels so weird to be so honest. Maybe it's becos it has been a long while since I have poured out my heart. Well I wasn't saying out everything that I have kept in my heart, but I was honest. Honest to myself for once. Felt quite good but isnt exactly comfortable. Didnt expect to have talk so much with you but well.. It seems that u're not exactly whom I thought to be. Which maybe good. I dunno. At least now I know that there's one more person feeling the same way as I do. One more person into this crowd.


Thursday, February 21, 2008
「 dancing away Thursday, February 21, 2008 」


Am in super bad mood.. nothing seems to be gg the right way. I am sooooo ANGRY.. sooooo UPSET... WHHHYYY??? whhhhyyyyyyy...
Im not asking for a perfect life, Im just asking for somethings to be right for once. ONCE. Dunno wat to say anymore.
Sometimes, the things or people that give you the greatest hope, are the very same things or people who hurt and disappoint you the most.
I miss many once good things.


ok, problems aside, FOCUS. Having been researching and sourcing for my potential business venture. Found suppliers, found rental location, have all the plans set and the only thing lacking is........ tada>>>>> MONEY<<<< xian... hope my aunt will be persuaded by my brilliant plans tt she will invest in me.

To our first small step, me and my sis will be setting up two stalls at a poly flea market at some place near aljunied mrt on the 19 April, Saturday. Do come and support k, cos u will be witnessing the birth of a legendary entrepreneur.. muahHAHAAA!!!!

In the end, we will see: the path we travel is the treasure we seek.
-Laura Teresa Marquez

Be realistic: Plan for a miracle
-Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh

Rajneesh rocks my socks!


Saturday, February 16, 2008
「 dancing away Saturday, February 16, 2008 」


have been very busy and lazy to blog.. have 3 freaking test on last friday, thk God it's over now.

Have heard of a really scary incident from my uncle the other day. It happened to his friend. There was a time ( rather recently I believe) His friend and family went to Carrefour, not sure Singapore or Malaysia one, while they were walking through the crowd, their daughter went missing. So they looked for security and make a report. However, they still wouldnt find the kid after an hour, the management decided to shut all the gates of the mall so that nobody can leave premises. To their horror, they found their five years old girl in the toilet. Naked, with half of the head shaved. And the cultprit couldnt be found. How horrifying. Can you imagine what would if they were two steps late? Even though I believe it had likely happened in Malaysia.. u never know man. Many people have told me that Singapore is not as safe as it used to be.. or has there even be safer before? Im not sure. I think that no matter where you are, there will be weird and even dangerous people. You didnt know doesnt mean that they didnt exist.

Today's Singapore is not as safe or not, I dont know, but I do feel that Singaporeans have become more manupliative,less compassionated and less 'humane'. It's always about me, myself and me. As long as I enjoyed it, who cares. Who cares of the consequence. Who cares if others are hurt. Who cares. I care. I care about the future of this nation. I am afraid of what we will become. The thought of meeting people in mask all around you all the time is scary. The thought that everyone you see ard isnt what you are really seeing is frightening. The thought that one day you will be one of them, that you do not even know who you are anymore is extremely frightening. The truth is, I'm scared. I hope that I will never become one of those. Never.


Btw, Emily.. you're such a crap. I didnt even notice that statement that was in the chart. Haha. But you can be sure that I'm not a flirt;) but... why are u even concern? hmm..? hahaha...

When I was younger, not that Im much older now but in my teenager years, I really enjoy hanging out with guys more than girls. Becos I hate gossips and cliques. These are the things guys cant be bother with, which is good. And guys tend to be more easy going, and they take care of their girl friends when hanging out with them. But nowadays, frankly, I dread it when my guy friends ask me out. Im beginning to feel really bored with them.. guys are so boring.. where they hang out and what they do are sooo predictable, the main thing is its not enjoyable. They tend to care about their own interest and neglect the people ard them, esp. the girls around them. I hate to say this but I enjoy gg out with girls more now. I suspect I may not be able to get attach anytime soon. I suspect I might even turn lesbian...... Haha, kidding! It's not possible.
The point is this, guys, wake up before you miss it all. I mean, you dont have to be nice only to ur lover, or someone you like. I mean, be normal! You dont always have to be nice only when u have an agenda. Some guys have weird mind. They think that being nice to a girl means the girl will think he likes her. Or do they think they think they can only be nice to girls they like? O well.. Anyway, I think tt's immature. They live in a well. And I have known many well citizens around me. SAD.. But thankfully I still have a couple of normal guys around me. They are the few who knows how to be nice to people just because they appreciate their friendship.