If it was a mistake, it was a beautiful one.

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We think about it,
sing about it,
dream about it,
and lose sleep worrying about it.
When we don't have it,
we search for it;
when we discover it,
we don't know what to do without it,
when we have it,
we fear losing it.
It's a constant source of pleasure and pain
but we can't predict from one minute to the next,
which could be today.

PROFILE

Name: Ting
Age: 21
D.O.B: 5th August

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Thursday, May 15, 2008

Been many ups and downs lately. Did something very wrong today. Man.. when will I change. Then I read someone's blog. U haven nv change too. Such pure and passionate heart. U nv fail to touch me with any words u say even in ur weaknesses. I really miss you. Missed ur guidance and care. Missed ur scoldings too... haha... My heart is still aching badly. I still feel like a broken child being driven out of my home. Love and hate.... I want to come home, but think it's too late..... Why... Why?? I really really wanted to know why.

.... Anyway, I'm inspired to stand strong again. I will move on. Not by my own strength. No Lord, I dont want that to happen. I want U o Lord to guide me. U increase and I decrease. Sorry that I dissapointed u again... But please nv leave me, stay near me, guide me, teach me and help me through this...........